This time next week C. Bears and I will be boarding our flight to Dublin- I cannot believe it!
I’m in a morose mood though… last night I received some introverted clarity about my (ex) guy and I. This trip means the world to me, and I’m going to wring it dry of experiences but to say there wouldn’t be a sense of sadness included- I would be lying. We’re going to visit his country, his family, the places he grew up… his energy will be abound and it’s me who will have to swim in it. Though I wouldn’t take back leaving him if I could, I’ve come to realize that I have a larger part in our ‘current’ demise than I’d admit. Before we go I have so much to tell him, from the softer side of me that will clear my heart for this trip. A purging of loving truth and forgiveness if you will.
Packing… laundry… getting hair did… visiting the sister… these things are next.
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